I'm getting pretty sick and tired of myself.I have a crush on someone but is not a big one i think... His name is Kevin.I did the stupidest thing a girl can do...yup I asked him out  and I got the same answer NO but he has a reason he has a Gf.Now I'm wondering what should I do  move on or be stuck with these stupid feelings.When my friend Corina told me what he said I felt my heart break, I cried a little but I didn't show it so people wouldn't ask any questions.I have so much shit going on my father lost his job, now me and my brother have to get one plus I have to get my licens and go to summer school next month  I finished school for now.Peace.

*~Gabbie (Chucky)~*

hey welcome back! its been a while!

I just wanna say, dont rush into anythin, i mean u dont NEED a bf do u?? try to find someone who actually likes u (not sayin ur not likeable) but u seem to be attracted to either jerks or guys who r taken :-? so take your time...

ur getting ur license! thats somethin be be crazy happy about! :D lol then summer skewl thing kinda sucks.. unless your only doin it to finish school sooner.

ahh!! you got your board?!?! QUICK takes lots and lots of pics of ur board and YOU and put em all on ur site :D

Ah crushes, those are the moments in a person life where you can feel all the little butterflies, i sure enjoyed those moments it is sure and positive feeling that you are living and it lives with you forever as love experience to life challenges have a wonderful week gab

There are hundreds of other things you can think about or do that will make your head hurt and your stomach shudder. Look into other ways to torture yourself
Unrequited love is just an unavoidable part of life - if it can happen to Jennifer Aniston, it can happen to anyone.
As sparkle said, crushes are part of life,they teach you lessons and prepare you for the real thing.

Hi Gabbie,

Thanks for coming by my journal to say hi. I haven't updated in like a month and I know I should... I just can't find my camera and I always like to put pics up when I write for some odd reason. Plus it just bugs me I can't find it! Anyway... sorry about the boy you like saying no. Think of it as he probably was not worthy of you and he's leaving room open for someone who is. It really sucks about your dad losing his job. I can totally relate to tight finances as our family has things that way most of the time. My daughter (16) is looking for her 1st job now too, mostly cuz I can't afford to buy her all the things she wants or feels she needs. I'm a single mom and the money doesn't go too far. End of the month is always tough. I hope that you will be able to find something that you can enjoy or at least work with some cool people. Good luck and please stop by again to let me know how you're doing.

Laura

Hailo Lil Angel
Hope all is well in your world.
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Michael

cool site! love the bg! abt ur crush...it's better that u asked rather than waiting and not knowing what could've been...

Hi Chucky,
A lot for ur visit. Ur time was greatly appreciated.

Tuesday, May 29th 2007 @ 7:54 PM (555 days, 13h, 59min ago)

your a great person, we should talk more, i can be here to talk or w/e i kinda have the same boy problems but so does eveyrone else, maybe we can talk or just w/e ttyl:S